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OldTroubador's blog post - 8 April 2015

Thursday, April 9, 2015, 12:25:26 AM
Well, to sort of explain my brief bit of vulgarity in status this afternoon and to keep you all apprised about what is going on.
The USDOT has mandated that anyone operating a commercial motor vehicle must undergo periodic medical testing by a USDOT certified doctor. There are certain criteria that must be met in many categories. One of these categories is blood pressure. The standard that has to be maintained is 140/90 or less. Anything higher than that is a disqualifying symptom.
For years, I received annual physicals from the company I worked for before becoming a driver. Those criteria were vastly different - as I worked for a hazardous waste disposal company, the medicos were mainly checking to see if any organic or metallic elements were accumulating in my blood or urine, which would indicate accumulation in various organs. They were also concerned with lung capacity which was important when using various breathing apparati. If my blood pressure at that time was elevated, it was never noticed by me; I was watching the contaminant numbers.
In February 2008, I had my first DOT physical and exceeded the threshold for blood pressure. I quickly got a prescription and after three days of testing, was then qualified, medically, to drive a truck.
Since that time, I have fought with my BP ever since. I have had my meds adjusted to stronger dosages over the years and they would always do the trick. This year, I had my first physical in January. I busted the blood pressure at that time, but only by a few points. I went to my physician on my next break and, instead of asking for an increase, received the same meds that I had been taking for two years. I had three months to bring my BP under control and that day was today.
I am always nervous going to the doctor because I know that he/she holds my livelihood in his/her hands. I had been taking my medications like I was supposed to, I had changed my coffee habits - I was mixing my coffee as 50% regular/50% decaf. Now, granted, I had started my log book at midnight, driven five hours to get unloaded, picked up another load off a drop yard and driven 45 miles north to deliver that - through Dallas morning rush hour. When I got to the delivery, the load was refused as not scheduled and the account manager for this customer seemed in no hurry to rectify the situation. This put my next load in jeopardy, which was going to be a mileage load going to Indiana.
When I got to the doctor's office, everything went fine, at first. I passed the vision, the hearing, the urine test for diabetes, everything. But as soon as the cuff went on my arm, it all went to hell. The initial reading was 164/115. Two subsequent readings never went below 155/110. I was refused a medical clearance and therefore am unable to drive.
So, what do I do? My manager put me in for a week's vacation, so I don't lose much pay. I am hopping on a Greyhound bus in the morning to take me down to Houston where my wife will pick me up. She has graciously allowed me back in the house for the duration and is setting up doctors appointments for me for Friday. After a weekend of my new meds, I will probably go back for a check-up. Then I have to arrange for another physical which I should pass. I hope. Then I have to make arrangements with the state of Texas to see what needs to be done to regain my license. I will probably have to take a written test to obtain a permit, then be bussed back to Denton, TX to get back in my truck and take the driving portion of my test.
I am not sure how long this will take. I do know that I will be out of touch with everyone, starting tomorrow morning, at least through the end of next week. (Although she is letting me back in the house, I really don't see her letting me get on NN while I am there).
The only thing I love more than this job is my daughter. To continue as a road warrior, I am going to have to make some lifestyle changes and changes to the way I eat. I already have received some great ideas about dietary supplements that might help. I'm not really qualified to do much else and besides, can you see this old grouch working as a door greeter at Wally World? LOL. Anyway, I want to thank everyone for their concern and well wishes. They mean so much, you cannot begin to imagine.
So, after tonight, I will be unplugged for a while. I will continue to think about each of you, wonder how you are doing, and will carry you with me wherever the winds of fortune take me.
My love to one and all.
Bill

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9-Apr-15 0:56:02
Oh boy hun...:( I'm sorry to hear this. Hopefully you will be able to get it all under control with medication. I had stress related bp eons ago but it still haunts my medical records when we went for a second mortgage. Denied. You do have a stressful job....Maybe set up a zen spot in your truck cab :D kisses hun and good luck on that "vacation".
9-Apr-15 1:02:03
Hang in there my friend. You will get it back on track. as long as you only have one thing to get in check it is a pain but is doable. Wishing you the best in getting yourself back on the road soon. :)
9-Apr-15 1:42:49
:( so sorry to hear that Tux.....Hang in there my friend and the best of wishes to you...Heres to hoping to get on the the road soon Buddy....Take care and hope to see u around soon :)
9-Apr-15 3:41:32
You take it easy, take care of yourself and enjoy this time off to be with your girl. Make sure you renew your fishing licence so you don't get arrested. Take care of you because you are the only you we have. hugs and kisses my friend.
9-Apr-15 3:46:43
Hang in there. There are a few things you can do right now to get BP down, aside from and along with meds. Safe and don't have to buy or put yourself in danger.
DubbleStrubble
9-Apr-15 6:35:36
Try to enjoy your enforced holiday and don't forget to breath :)
9-Apr-15 6:59:19
I know of what you speak. I have had to go through the same tests over and over again, because in my job I have to be DOT certified as well. the last physical I took they took my blood pressure 6 times until it was below what it needed to be. so hang in there and know that we are all rooting for you! we cannot have the free bird grounded!
9-Apr-15 7:25:29
Hope you can find a silver lining in your time off. I know you will be successful in getting that BP down and I will be sending you some calming and healing vibes. Take care and hopefully we will see you with some good news soon xoxo
9-Apr-15 8:17:37
So sorry to hear this news Tux. I'm certain that after a little time off and a visit to your doc, you can get your BP sorted out. I will keep everything crossed for you and hope to hear from you soon, back on the road and telling us of your journeys. Take care of yourself...mwah xxx
whokens
9-Apr-15 10:35:00
I hope all gets sorted out very quickly and that you get back on the road soon, so on the enforced holiday, enjoy the bonus time with your daughter.
LuLusBakery
9-Apr-15 11:15:42
There is clearly some back story here family-wise that I do not know....which sounds a bit stressful, too! Hopefully you get this all sorted and can be back to driving soon. Have you ever researched yoga breathing? Maybe look that up and give it a try. It is very calming for me when needed. Take care.....wishing good things for you!
curiousAdam
9-Apr-15 14:46:55
Deep breath and just enjoy the time with the kid, let everything else sort itself out.
9-Apr-15 19:46:45

I remember not too long ago when I was facing some hard decisions and it seemed life had me backed up against a wall a very wise friend told me "God gives the hardest battles to his strongest warriors" sound familiar? it should, You will get through this Brother its what you do, so for the first time (probably ever) put tux first let all of us deal with our own battles and you go fight your own, take the meds but personally a good spinner bait or a bucket of minnows may just be what the Dr orders :) cya soon cowboy get up with me if ya can, laters
10-Apr-15 0:43:53
hugs, love... I've already encouraged you to take care of yourself, dear TJ... let me know about the dietary supplements, if that's okay... herbals and natural remedies, diet changes, nods, nods... all good ways to help bring your BP down and ease the stress to that warm and giving heart of yours.
11-Apr-15 4:25:26
you take care luvvy xox
Jersey_Girl
11-Apr-15 22:36:24
Ha! And here I am thinking you were going to try to keep this quiet until it got sorted out. *Doh* I didn't even tell Lizzie! lol

I agree with Howlin and TA - fishing is certain to calm you. I'm hoping sharing your favorite music and movies with your girl will, too.

I, who, as you know, doesn't pray, am praying for you. I will continue to worry about you until I hear that voice that I love so much.

Mwah!