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Misspriss's blog post - Love. Loss. Life.

Friday, January 31, 2014, 2:12:43 AM
It's been a long time since I have been an active member here. It's been a while since I have blogged here. I stopped blogging because I was going through a separation with my husband and every word I wrote seemed personal to him. I have so much love and respect for him that I needed to step away. We were not able to work things out and will be divorced before to long. But he is a good man, and also a member here. (Ladies... he is a catch! We just weren't good anymore)
So what has happened since I was here in May...
One of my childhood friends died. Drug overdose. It was devastating and broke my heart to say goodbye.
I ended a relationship that was not a good choice for me. Although he too was a good guy, we were just too different and it wasn't a good fit.
I met a guy who gave me goosebumps and made my hair stand up, he made me dizzy for a few months. But in the end he was just mean. He hurt my feelings far to often, so I ended it before it really began.
Then I met a guy who made me laugh. And smile. And feel like a teenager all the time. We have been together for 4 and a half months and I am happy. It was a rough start, but in the end, I feel like we are where we are supposed to be.
Two weeks ago I lost another friend. She fought the bravest fight with Breast Cancer, but in the end the Cancer was to much for her body to fight off. She left behind an amazing husband and two beautiful children. Her loss shook me. It rocked my foundation as I started to reevaluate where I am in my life.
So that is the last 8 months in a nutshell.
How have you been??

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VTCali
31-Jan-14 2:18:43
Life is a roller coaster ride. Sorry for the losses of your 2 friends, but am glad that you are getting on in life.
31-Jan-14 2:26:46
hugs to you missp your strength is amazing and i love you for it
31-Jan-14 5:19:52
I hope 2014 gets better for you soon.
Ho-Lee-Chit
31-Jan-14 5:32:46
You dont have to come here to see how Im doing (Tho you _can_ read my blogs if ya like!) and I am so very glad to see ya here. Remember growing pains when ya were a kid? We still have them. Its just a different kind of hurt. *kotc&warmest of hugs*
curiousAdam
31-Jan-14 13:08:18
Glad to hear from you, also glad there was some positive thing in that blog. enjoy your life outside of here, hopefully this year will bring you more gains than losses.
Adam xo
11-Feb-14 1:51:40
VT, life has so many ups and downs!!! But I keep on fighting!
Her... I love you too my friend, you always say positive things and make me feel like I am stronger than I am.
T4, 2014 is going to be EPIC.(My son's favorite word!)
S&T-- I love you dearly. You know more about my life than almost anyone else here. :-)
Adam... sexy Adam... I miss our chats!! xoxo