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| Monday, February 20, 2006, 8:10:05 AM |
Bad news first... Okay, so I got into a "discussion" with an online friend tonite about our differing opinions as to the exact nature of our relationship, and that sucked...  Not entirely sure if we're still friends or not. She got *waaay* too emotionally involved, considering I'm somebody she's only known for like four months and I'm 4000 miles away... And now she's pissed because even though I made thinly veiled statements and dropped hints about as subtle as bricks, I never actually said "I'm not in love with you"... I was about to say that any sane, rational person would know when somebody's obviously not in love with them short of actually having to say, "Hi, I'm Mark and I'm not in love with you."... but both the possibility that she's not all that rational sometimes, or that I may not have been as un-subtle as I thought I was (subtlety is an art form for me - I can get so obscure sometimes even I don't quite get the point of what I'm saying), are...maybe not likely, probable's not really the word either, but both possibilities are quite possible... gah..words suck...<Sigh>... No they don't.  At least not when I hear them spoken out loud by somebody I've only ever heard speaking twice before in the four years we've been "talking"... Good news... My friend Debbie from Oz msn'd me just awhile ago, and we did a video conversation cuz she wanted to show me some pictures. She had her microphone on, too... (I am sooo buying a mic tomorrow.) I love the sound of her voice, and her Aussie accent. And that 49-year-old woman giggles like a little school-girl. I so totally love that woman, and it's not in the least way a sexual thing - she just rocks. And I told her that tonight, too. I actually typed "You rock, kid.". You should have heard her giggling...she couldn't stop for the life of her. She blushed, and said, "Well, thank you...". Just talking to her for those five minutes made my entire night, maybe even my week. Anyway, I gotta get to bed now, fout hours after I set out to do just that... ... ... ..(Damn, that womans rocks...)... ... ... Lol.. okay, goodnite.. hehe... |
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