Dream_Angel's blog post - CLICK

that movie...OMG...

OK, its an ADAM SANDLER movie, SOoo i knew it would be really funny! What I didn't know, is how much it would make me think about the things goin on in my life. You wish for this day to be over, then that day to be over, and before long its ALL over! and you have nothing left to look forward to.

It totally ties into what i've been going through lately. I mean, JP is out working ALL The time. Just so we can afford to live confortably here in FL. BUT we hardly ever have any time together. WELL, thats one of the reasons well the MAIN reason I want to move back to TX. WE can afford to live WAY more than comfortably there, and he doesn't have to be gone NEAR as much. And we can still take our beach vacations and stuff ALL The time..... The point is, for me, is that its time to put down some real roots, and start thinking about some long term stuff. Do we ever really want a family? or is it going to be just us. and if it is just US, what are some other things that we want to accomplish together.

CLICK, is basically about a guy who gets to look back on his life, and see all the things he missed out on. and its realy NOT what I want to happen to us!! So we're making some changes and getting our shit together!

Finally!! I mean really, WHY would anyone want to pay nearly 400 thousand dollars for a house, that you could get for less than HALF that closer to all the people you really care abut and love? It just doesn't make sense to me anymore! SO I'm not going to do it!


~Dreamy-seein a lil more clearly now!