These days I am on vacation, but this year I have decided to stay at home due to COVID.
I took the opportunity to do those little jobs that are always postponed, as well as relaxing with some nice handjobs.
One day I wanted to do one outside the house, and film myself with my smartphone and then share it here on NN.
So I went to the library near my house, went into the toilet, pulled my pants off, touched myself until I got a hard-on and tugged on it until I came.
I will upload the video in the next few hours. It didn't turn out very well, nothing professional. But it is absolutely real and has not been retouched in any way. I wanted to keep it that way to be more truthful.
I hope you like it, and I would appreciate your comments.
I intend to shoot others, if you have any naughty suggestions they are welcome

P.S. Videos are only viewable by premium members or by spending nudles. I'm sorry about this, I don't want to in any way force you to spend money. But posting videos, as well as photos, is a way to open up (see my previous post), so I'm going to keep doing it.

I decided to join NN for a specific reason.
Even though I'm nearly 50, I've never had sex.

I could have written: I'm still a virgin.
I didn't do it because "virgin" is a label, and I don't like labels.

I have never had sex for various reasons, mainly related to the physical component.
Basically I'm shy, and I don't consider myself attractive.
I have never had a sporty body and, as you have already seen from the photos, I have a small penis.
All this led me to build myself a shell, a comfort zone made up of work, movies, comics, food, masturbation.
I need NN membership to get out of my comfort zone.
I don't know if here I will find a girl or woman to fuck with (Italians are a small part of all members), but only expose myself with photos, videos and blogs I'm sure it will help me to fight shyness and increase my self esteem.

If I don't know anyone to fuck with, I'm going to have sex with an escort.

Love, B