Alpina's blog post - Talk talk talk

There was so much time to talk to Phillip during our holidays. For longer periods than usually he didn't think of his job and how to fill the next few pages he is responsible for, but he could set his mind on us. Next to topics like our future, Alpinita's education or our housing situation abroad, we also talked a lot about ourselves and our sexual wishes and desires.

This is not always such an easy topic for me, because some aspects can be quite hurtful - in spite of me trying to be as open as I can. Phillip's nature is not monogamous, I have always known this; he is very attractive to women, so he is never far from, as he likes to call it, a random fuck. This does little afflict his feelings, I know, it's like tasting some now food for him - what is between the two of us, he says, is so indefinitely more important and different from having a fuck when one offers itself, a strong bond that means very, very much too him. And I believe him, because I feel the same.

Many of his wilder fantasies include me - I have known this before. I promised him I would go along with him, provided I could always say stop when I felt like it and he looked after me well. We might be a lot more adventurous than lately, and I wonder what will come first.