I am a conundrum even to myself
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Wednesday, February 1, 2023, 1:24:08 AM- It has been forever | ||||||
since I have even looked at this part of the site so hello to those of you that read blogs! I just want to point out, incase you have missed status, chat and the win tab there is a comp going on that is super easy to enter. There are 3 days left sooo....grab a towel and get naked! https://www.newbienudes.com/competition/19 | ||||||
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Sunday, May 22, 2022, 2:06:41 AM- My last blog | ||||||
Served its purpose. It got the attention that was needed. I am glad to say that it has been removed by me. I am still not satisfied that my account was removed by accident. I will never understand that bullshit but I have to say that NN once pointed in the right direction has done everything he could to reinstate lost pics. It is now up to me to sort through and put back what I would like in my profile. That is under construction. It is currently a mess but manageable. Breathing, ju | ||||||
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Sunday, April 24, 2022, 2:58:16 AM- A weird but important to me | ||||||
Anniversary. It has been 7 years since I heard the words no one wants to hear. 2 weeks ago I heard words that were almost as terrifying. "I don't need to see you as often". I panicked. I wasn't prepared for that. I assumed since it is coming back that I would be there every 6 months until it happened. I have digested. I am now comfortable enough that when I go back I will extend the time between appointments to 9 or even 12 months. In some ways objects in the rear view mirror are closer than they appear . I am finally ready to turn my head, acknowledge they are there but let them fade into the distance until they overtake and are in full view in front of me. Owning it. ju | ||||||
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Thursday, February 3, 2022, 3:22:52 AM- It has been pretty much forever since I have blogged | ||||||
There is a storm marching across much of North America today. I thought you might be interested in the clean up that has been on going from the storm we had 2 weeks ago. [url]https://www.narcity.com/toronto/a-gigantic-snow-pile-is-forming-in-toronto-its-unreal-video[/url] | ||||||
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Friday, September 17, 2021, 1:11:59 AM- It's been a while! | ||||||
My current state of mind is 4 more sleeps until I am back to my favourite place on the planet. This song has been running through my head... | ||||||
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Saturday, October 17, 2020, 12:16:45 AM- It is that time of year... | ||||||
In the spring/summer I do not hesitate to put the AC in when my threshold is crossed. I am not afraid to say it is just too god damn hot! Fall however is a different story. I am not unique. Everyone I know does the same. We play chicken with the heat. We have warm days and cool nights. Windows get left open then they get closed. It can be 0c first thing in the morning and damn cold in the house but will we turn on the heat? Not today. It will be sunny and mid teens in the afternoon. Every week we add a different layer and another blanket which we will then shed in a few hrs when the sun is higher in the sky. Will we turn the heat on? No. It is a weird competition. Have you caved yet? Nope! I am not certain why we do this. I am currently sitting here with slippers, and a hoody over my cosy PJs and there is a blanket right "there" that I can grab if I need to. I could turn the heat on but will I? Not just yet. At some point the heat will go on and then in early spring when temperatures again creep barely above freezing it will go off. Windows will be opened wide. Fresh air will be enjoyed and then the heat will go right back on when the sun sets. One day fairly soon I will cave, admit it and then compare with my friends to see which of us lasted the longest. Why we do this is beyond me. Will I be the first to cave and admit the short warm season is over? Not bloody likely. Revisiting all of the socks, blankets and fleece that I have not seen since May. ju | ||||||
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Sunday, March 29, 2020, 3:59:47 AM- Covid-19 | ||||||
Now seems to be the time when introverts are much more extroverted telling everyone how to survive. They offer great wisdom about how to live your life. Routine is key they say. Your own company is something that should be treasured. I have my introverted moments but am I suppose far more extroverted. I have spent most of my life in customer service. I am the person that strikes up a conversation in line where ever we happen to be. I am the person that greets you, reads you, figures out if you would like a chat or whether you would prefer to be left alone. I am good either way. The last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable. I am the person that prefers to sit with her face in a book until opportunity knocks and a conversation starts. I am also unafraid of ignoring you if conversation doesn't go the way I am comfortable with. I am only just over a week into social distancing and even though 2 weeks ago I didn't even log in for well over a week I am missing people. I am not negating the company I find here. Far from it! I am missing real life social interaction. I am finding it very hard to be socially distant. I am petrified of lets face it almost everything I touch. I am hyper aware of just how many things we touch. I am at a high risk for this disease and am doing my best to practice good hygiene. I glared at an old fart at the grocery store the other day who invaded my space but I have to admit. This is hard. It is very hard. I hate that there is nothing to look forward to because we have no idea how long this is going to last. I needed to whine. I need you to know not all of us are cut from the same cloth.I envy those of you that find this to be the best time of your life. It isn't mine. Thank you virtual people for being here. You are saving what little sanity I have ever possessed. ju | ||||||
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Sunday, December 1, 2019, 2:13:07 AM- ... | ||||||
Some of you may remember him. Most of you won't. For the past 14 or so years my marital status has been separated. I won't go into the reasons why we never divorced because frankly it is none of your business and I have no desire to make this a long drawn out bullshit blog. My ex but not legally ex husband died suddenly around Nov18. My marital status on my profile has changing to reflect this. It was a stressful week. The kids are ok. I am ok. Just blogging to keep inquiring PMs and speculation to a minimum. ju | ||||||
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Friday, September 27, 2019, 10:32:39 PM- It has been a while | ||||||
Since I have shared a pic in a blog. Lets see if I was able to resize this one from my phone so it is a suitable size. This is a sunset pic from the last night of my most recent camping trip. I really do not want to be home but alas... wistful. ju | ||||||
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Friday, September 13, 2019, 10:13:02 PM- Don't think I was having fun without you all | ||||||
It has been a week! Sat evening I broke a tooth for the third time eating of all things pasta salad. This time it broke on the inside and by the time I woke Sunday morning it felt like my tongue was in shreds. I called the emergency dentists, one was booked, the other didn't take my insurance Thankfully I remembered dental wax from my long ago braces days. I called my dentist Monday morning as my coffee was brewing. He was able to get me in immediately. It is now fixed rather than patched to prevent a root canal. Wednesday was get the car in for a check engine light. Brake light sensor gone so wait for the part and take it in Thursday afternoon. Meanwhile the dryer decided to take a shit Wednesday evening so I wore a wet uniform t-shirt to work in the morning. Not as sexy as it sounds, its a black t-shirt . So...Thursday was work, get a new heating thing for the dryer, a friend fixing that, down to get the car done, back to finish the dryer and my usual chat with mom. That was 3 BUT today is Friday the 13th. So far so good tho... Holding my breath, ju | ||||||
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