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Wednesday, June 5, 2019, 11:01:30 PM- You are not unique

I recently joined a camping group and if I didn't know better I would say the group is full of NNers. Not because they are nude. This group has nothing to do with nudity. It is because of personalities.

You are there. Yup you are there. I see you lurking. You are there too. Hell I am even there but not as me. The multiverse seems to be in full force.

As a newbie I asked a question. Not unlike questions that had previously been asked and answered (about locations) and low and behold I was basically told to "read the rules!!" Rather than be politely answered like some of the longer term members. There is that one that can not help but snipe at everything because they know better. There a are several that go out of their way to be helpful. There are a few that have gone beyond the site and make plans publicly to get together. There are the whiners. I could go on and on but you get the idea.

It is amusing the fuck out of me because I could assign all of you with a name from that site and you would slip into the rolls created by those that already exist there. I am sure no one would be able to tell that they had been replaced.

I know this isn't a revelation for many of you but because I have spent so much time over the years here it is making me laugh to find out we aren't as unique as we might like to think we are.

Apparently we all exist everywhere!

ju

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Most Recent Comment:	"did you have fun on the trip though once you "read the rules"?" - sexkilt

Friday, May 24, 2019, 11:33:49 PM- If you have ever wondered what your sperm is thinking...

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Saturday, March 2, 2019, 12:15:10 AM- Superstitions

or tempting fate?

I am generally not one to worry about either. I have owned black cats. I will go under ladders. I refuse to throw salt over my shoulder because I don't want to have to clean it up.I have not worried about cracks in the side walk since I was 9 and even then it was only a sometimes thing. But today I knocked myself sideways with a strong "don't do it!!"

Mini refresher for anyone reading my blog for the first time. I promise to keep it short. I have Lymphoma and underwent 2.5 years of treatment. I am currently in remission. It will come back but hopefully not for a very long time.

Ok so to the relevant bit relating to the subject matter. Just over a year ago (while I was still going thru the final phases of treatment) I bought a necklace. It was a Lymphoma ribbon done with Swarovski crystals in the lime green that represents lymphoma and shaped like the cancer commemorative ribbons we are all familiar with. I went away on holiday a few weeks later. I forget why but I was not wearing it to come home. I had put it in one of the ziplok bags the TSA demands we use for liquids and gels and when I got home after I had thought I had emptied it I threw it out. The necklace went with it.

I was VERY upset to have lost it especially knowing it was all my fault. I had been thinking about replacing it all this time.

Two weeks ago I decided this is it. I am going to order a new one only to go to the site and find out the vendor was away on vacation and would be back soon. I hung onto it in the back of my mind thinking about it, biding my time looking forward to ordering another.

Today I went to the site and they were back online. I went through the entire process of ordering and at the last minute it hit me. If I order this, as much as I really miss the original am I inviting trouble? Am I inviting the lymphoma to come back? Is this something I should take as a sign and tell myself "You threw it away. You got rid of it. You do not need it. You do NOT want it back in your life!"

In an instant a pretty piece of jewelry became an evil talisman.

The logical side of me says it is just a piece of jewelry. replace it because you like it.

The illogical side of me feels like a character in a movie with everyone in the audience screaming "Don't do it!!"

It is such a weird feeling to be afraid of a simple piece of jewelry that has not been xxxxxx upon me by an evil wizard but that fear is real.

I think for now I am going to forget about that necklace.

Maybe the fates were tempting me and superstition is real or maybe I just need to let it go to move forward.

Slightly jarred by sudden shifts in my psyche,

ju

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"Changes your perspective doesn't it, cancer I mean. Sucking random the way it hits people of any age or circumstance, like some bizarre game of Russian roulette. You are wrong with the "it will come back" statement else we all have to regard ourselves as fucked and I prefer not to be that negative. Keep your glass half full. It may come back. But maybe it won't. Will say a little prayer for you."

- DDStrider

Monday, January 28, 2019, 11:20:45 PM- Something we take for granted

I hadn't really thought much about it other than knowing it is unusual in other parts of the world. When I sent TopCat57 this vid he asked me to blog it. I wasn't going to but to so many of you snow removal is a bit of a mystery so here goes.

[url]https://youtube.com/watch?v=lUds1pWKMjs[/url]

We call it a "conga line" and curse the hell out of them cause they block us in and slow us down but this is how you plow a major highway. Watch till the end. the first pass isn't the only one.

In the middle of another snow fall,
ju

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Thursday, November 15, 2018, 12:31:41 AM- That 3 am orgasm

I don't have some weird gotta wake in the middle of the night and blindly with sleep filled eyes orgasm fetish.
What I have had recently is stress. A lot of it.
I wake with my mind going and I get more and more tense and if I let it go I will not sleep for the rest of the night.
I woke last night with crazy dreams. My jaw clenched and my brain going a million miles an hr.
I knew I wasn't going to let it go. Who can just let go of those middle of the night thoughts to save them for a more lucid and reasonable mind set? Once you get caught in that loop of I am going to say, do respond loops there is no hope.
I decided to take out my fave toy even tho I was far, far from being horny. It took a while. It took a long while actually and then it was building, that sweet sense of relief.
Over the edge I went.
Not long after that I was dreaming I was in a pool, an elaborate must have cost a million dollars swimming pool. The water was just the right temperature. Nothing was stressing me. I was relaxed mentally and physically. I slept until just before the alarm went off.
Never, ever underestimate the power of an orgasm even if you think you aren't in the mood.
Charging the fave toy as we speak
ju

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Sunday, October 7, 2018, 2:07:40 AM- Because I have been asked multiple times

Canadian Thanksgiving is a thing.
It has nothing to do with pilgrims, a sacred rock. a Disney character or blankets filled with small pox.
We celebrate if you can call it that by closing cottages for the season, by getting together with family and friends and eating more than our fair share of whatever meat is abundant.
We do not fly across the country in a frenzy for a turkey dinner and a football game. Nor do we wake at stupid o'clock to shop for bargains.
Monday is officially Thanksgiving but we celebrate when it is convenient on any of the days of this long weekend. We may be a lil whacked with this holiday because it is a long weekend but for most of us this is the unofficial end to all things summer.
Fall/Autumn is here.
The leaves are changing,
It is getting dark earlier.
Summer is over. The long nights are upon us.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Looking forward to stuffing my face tomorrow.
ju

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Friday, September 21, 2018, 2:11:13 AM- Thank you but

Most of the time I feel grateful I suppose that so many of you trust me. I really do try to do my best to make sure your experience here is everything you hoped it would and should be.
Tonight I am having not a little issue with it but a big one.
I do not know why I have been selected as the one that should be the peace keeper, problem solver, guardian of all you hold sacred on the site.
In general I am more than happy to help.
But let me tell you about MY day.
I spent almost 4 hrs in the hospital for a routine appointment that should have been done in 2.
I have been given the go ahead for the last of the maintenance treatments that will end the 2.5 year nightmare I have been dealing with getting my lymphoma under control.
I then walked 5k to get to the govt agency that should have given me plates, ownership etc for the 14 year old car I just purchased but the computers were down so I get to do it all over again tomorrow.
I keep up with everyone. I know as much as you care to share with me. I know more than probably some of your spouses do.
I really don't mind that most of the time but when it comes to petty, he said she said, help me figure this out shit I want you to stop
for just a minute and wonder about someone other than yourself.
Monday., I have been given the ok to sit in the chair in the chemo suite. I will receive 4 drugs intravenously.
I will feel like shit not just for the day but again for the next several months but it is the last time for now.
I am burnt out. I am tired. I am here because I wish to escape the nightmare that has dogged me for so long.
I hoped to end this part of my journey on a positive note and for the most part my real life is cooperating,
Now if the rest of you would I would be eternally grateful.
Exhausted,
ju

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Sunday, July 29, 2018, 1:28:38 AM- Listen up gentlemen

You are always asking for suggestions for pics and we are more than willing to tell you what we would like to see but there is one that you more often than not get wrong.
Jeans pics.... Please for the love of god do not undo your zipper, leaving the button done up and stick your cock out. Those pics make you look like the creeps our mothers warned us about.
Please undo that top button. Be hard and ready to go. The zipper down almost halfway. Like it can not contain you any longer. Show us your lust not just your cock.
That is how we would undress you if we were there. Let us discover what is in your pants. Give us that tease. It is like unwrapping a gift.
Let us imagine the rest. Fantasy land is a great place to play...
Looking for the sexy,
ju

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Most Recent Comment:	"Whoops..... Guilty of that pic style. :( Memo to self.... Best shop for Jeans with shorter Zippers, or Maybe Levi makes 401 button downs.. lol" - undisclosedid1

Saturday, May 26, 2018, 2:04:57 AM- Today

I am 55 years old.
You have gone so far above and beyond making me still feel sexy and appreciated. I am on the home page ffs!!
Many of you have sent PMs that are at this point unread but not unappreciated.
I am having a hard time dealing with the love.
It was only a few weeks ago I told myself it was time to be done with posting but the exhibitionist in me said "one more time"
This may or may not be my last hurrah and it matters not either way.
You make me feel good and ultimately that is why we all come here.
Thank you.
I hope in some ways I make your time here worth while too.
I have always posted on my birthday but 55 is going to have to take a back seat to the pic posted a few days prior to...
I love ya ya bunch of weirdos
ju

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Friday, April 27, 2018, 1:28:22 AM- Precarious, fragile, terrified

Those words explain my feelings this past week.
I went for a routine (screening) mammogram and was told if you hear nothing by 5pm all is good.
The phone rang at 3:30.
The radiologist wants you back for a diagnostic and an ultra sound.
I know I am at high risk for a second cancer but things have been going so well.
We can see you next week at 1pm.
Queue the paranoia sleeplessness etc.
Got there at 1 today.
I adore my technician. She said to me I was the 5th she had seen back today. That alone put me at ease. We can not all have horrid news.
Diagnostic mammograms are not fun!! She told me I could swear. I couldn't even breath ffs
Off for the ultra sound.
Then the Dr came in and asked me how I was doing. I said I am the one laying here!!
She said you are fine. You have a very small cyst. It is completely normal and could disappear on its own. I will see you in 2 years for a screening mammogram.
I can breathe.
In fact I am celebrating tho I will not be so happy about that at work tomorrow!
Tests suck.
Waiting for results sucks.
Good news rocks!
Dodged this bullet.
ju

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Most Recent Comment:	"glad things are ok. I how how you feel its scary sometimes" - chocstar