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|Tuesday, December 03, 2013, 8:18:57 PM- woohoooo!!|
am a wee bit excited as my wonderful aunt has sent me my mums tea bread recipe :D those of you who know about my mum know anything of hers i cherish so being given this has made my week!
|Saturday, October 12, 2013, 6:29:55 AM- today|
19 years ago my beautiful and wonderful mum took her last breath n left this life.
Requiescat in pace <3 i miss you more today than yesterday but less than tomorrow <3
|Monday, October 07, 2013, 9:26:37 AM- October|
As lovely as it is to see people getting involved with Stoptober and Breast cancer awareness ect i fucking hate October. As some of you know my mum died when i was 7,well this month on the 12th marks 19 years since skin cancer stole my beautiful mum away from me and my family. i rarely cry about my mum now,as iv got older the angrier i get about it.why her? why not the slimy useless cunt of a spineless wimp she married?? why not him?!?! why my beautiful sweet amazing mum.... answers i shall never have but will always ask.sometimes i can hardly believe she`s been gone for over half my life,she`s been gone longer than me or my siblings knew her and that hurts,more than ever since i had the minions.
i know my angel boy is with her wherever she may be keeping his Nana company but it doesn't make it any easier when i look at my other children knowing she will only ever be a name and a photo to them.my daughter is mine and my mums name sake as her middle names are the same as mine which are actually my mums first and middle name,i look at her and hate knowing my mum will never meet this demonic beautiful little girl who drives me insane most of the time with her energy and volume!i look into her eyes and see my mum since she has her blue eyes (the only blue eyed one from our family too!)
i look at my son and see her staring back at me more than ever now as the older he gets the more he looks like me and in turn like my mum since the older i get the more i remind my aunt of my mum(who was my mums best friend as well as her sister in law)
so October can kiss my ass and fuck off cos i don't want to know,i don't want to acknowledge this bastard shitty month!!! so i shall apologise to people in advance for snapping at them or seeming moody when they mention Halloween or anything celebrated about this ass-hole of a month.
and on that note ima stop rambling.
|Friday, September 06, 2013, 5:59:51 PM- things you didnt know about me.|
very few people on NN know the following stuff.
i have personality disorder combined with hyper mania.
i have unexplainable fits of anger and violent outbursts.
i refuse to be medicated for the above.
despite my appalling use of certain swear words i am actually very very polite.
i have won several awards for public service and public speaking.
for 4 years i was a Volunteer Police Cadet for my borough,i miss it.
i hate the person i have become in recent years.
i would go to the ends of the earth and back again for those i hold dear.
i have major issues with trust and personal space.
i used to self harm.
i am a published poet.
i lost my mum to cancer aged 7,nearly 19 years later i still blame my biological father for her death and i always will.
i am polyamorous.
i feel like my only purpose is to look after my minions.
i use my tattoos and piercings as a socially acceptable form of self harm.
i have had two nervous break downs and was sectioned for one of them.
i feel like im heading towards my third.
i know all the pop-psychology about writing and how it helps,this is not proof of that or why im doing it.
hand me a map and a compass and ill still feel lost.
|Saturday, August 17, 2013, 7:58:20 AM- hîding|
Today my eldest boy would have been five.happy birthday baby I miss you and I love you always.
Now I go back to hiding from the world.
|Monday, June 17, 2013, 7:22:09 AM- rant time!|
if one more person calls my daughters Hemangioma`s birthmarks im gonna start bitch slapping information into peoples thick heads. i understand not everyone knows what a Hemangioma is,fair enough but to tell me i am wrong and that it is a birthmark when i have seen a specialist about it is going to get you slapped. i KNOW what her birthmark is,its a tiny little cafe au lait one just like mine,same as my son has.
btw for anyone who doesnt know a Hemangioma is a reddy/purple coco pop like benign growth that occur`s after birth and normally (but not always) fade and shrink by about 5ish. some people also call them blood spots.it is a common complaint for premature babies but is not unheard of for full term babies to have them.
|Sunday, June 16, 2013, 6:04:08 AM- fathers day|
my biological dad is a walking piece of shit tbh not worth the steam off my piss and sure as hell not allowed near me or my kids BUT i am blessed!
my adopted dad aka Tad(dad in welsh) is AMAZING!he is kind,sweet,loving and is the best dad i could ever have hoped for,hes looked after me for 8 years and iv never felt more loved by him.my minions adore him as does everyone who meets him :D i know hes not ever gonna see this (since if he joined i would die of embarrassment n delete my account asap).
this morning is full of happiness from random facebook status`s from my Tad <3
hope all the dads out there have a great day!
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|Sunday, April 28, 2013, 2:23:27 PM- balance|
Once upon a time, in the Kingdom of Heaven, God went missing for six days. Eventually, Archangel Michael found him on the seventh day, resting. He enquired of God,
'Where have you been?'
God pointed downwards through the clouds. Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said,
'What is it?'
'It's a planet,' replied God, 'and I've put LIFE on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.'
'Balance?' inquired Michael, still confused.
God explained, pointing down to different parts of the Earth. 'For example, North America will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while South America is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot, and Russia will be a cold spot. Over there I've placed a continent of white people and over there is a continent of black people.'
God continued, pointing to the different countries. This one will be extremely hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.'
The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to another area of land and asked,
'Ah,' said God. That's the South West of England, the most glorious place on earth.
There are beautiful people, beautiful countryside and impressive cities; it is the home of the world's finest artists, musicians, writers, thinkers, and explorers.
The people from the South west of England are going to be modest, intelligent and humorous and they're going to be found travelling the world. They'll be extremely sociable, hard-working and high-achieving, and they will be known throughout the world as speakers of truth.'
Michael gasped in wonder and admiration but then proclaimed,
'What about balance God, you said there will be BALANCE!'
God replied very wisely,
'Wait till you see the bunch of tossers I'm putting down the South East to Govern the country!'
|Sunday, April 14, 2013, 12:01:11 PM-|
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