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|Saturday, May 23, 2015, 1:43:41 AM- I am completely and totally|
I was reminded today that I always post a pic on my birthday. I had forgotten all about that.
My Mom is coming down for my birthday. I see her so rarely I am super excited about it and the last thing on my mind was taking a pic in my birthday suit but once it was mentioned I felt some obligation to keep the tradition going.
I missed only one other year and that was my 50th but I was having too damn much fun to have even thought about it.
Tonight would be the night to take the pic (circumstances being what they are, time, freedom etc) and save it until Monday to post but the mojo isn't there. It feels contrived. Like I am fulfilling an obligation rather than making it a celebration. I just don't feel it. I can not label a pic "52" in my mind tonight.
Maybe, just maybe Mon I will sneak a pic and post it but then again it just may be another "lost" year for my gallery.
Wondering yet again how I got myself into this,
|Tuesday, May 19, 2015, 3:18:41 AM- Technically|
it is the end of the first long weekend of summer but I have one more day off. It will be a busy one.
I did get a huge chunk of gardening done. For whatever reason I have a hard time throwing out plants and because of that my tiny garden had become a cement block of perennial roots.
I finally divided them. Ruthlessly throwing out plant matter that I had lovingly neglected for the past few years.
With any luck at all what is left with will flourish this year.
Right now tho I am sitting here, in the dark enjoying patterns the solar lights I have brought back out are creating, snorting the lilac fragrant air and thinking I will sleep well.
|Wednesday, April 08, 2015, 12:22:35 AM- A huge sigh of relief|
And one giant headache.
I am pretty good at holding it together when under stress but as soon as the stress is over I get one whopper of a headache.
I know the physiology of it all but that doesn't really matter because I know that the headache is a good thing. It is an end to something that had me totally wound. I know the headache won't last and when it goes things will once again be as they should.
|Wednesday, March 25, 2015, 12:49:19 AM- Thinking out loud.|
Tappity, tappity, tap goes the keyboard.
We as NNers like to think we are a melting pot. A place where everyone is welcome. Generally we show that to new comers with a few exceptions. The exceptions are fake and illegal.
What we do have are annoyances really. Pics getting posted into the wrong category, cocks showing up in female only that kind of thing.
I cannot help but think if this site was to truly become the melting pot we like to think it is with the option of transgender for sex, with the categories for cross dressing etc and the appropriate filters... before you get screaming...YES! I know there are separate sites for "those people" but really is that needed? "They" come here because there is more traffic than there is on their specialized sites. "They" have the same need to be seen as the more vanilla of us.
I really think with a few minor adjustments, improved filters, a few new categories and a slightly better search function this place could be more fun than it already is.
For many of us this place is social, it labels itself as a community. There isn't a single one of us that is looking for the same thing as the next. Boundaries are meant to be pushed, lines crossed and face it every single one of us has looked at all manners of porn we wouldn't publicly identify with just out of curiosity.
I would like to see the options for different sites taken off the header and to have those options available right here. I would love for people to be able to find the best that we amateurs have to offer in one place. I want to be able to perv everyone doing what they do behind mostly closed doors.
I want the place that bills itself as "The worlds best amateur nude community" to really be one.
|Friday, March 20, 2015, 12:57:28 AM- To most of you this won't mean a damn thing|
But my garage is clean.
The clutter of the last few days in sheltered sun before subzero temps has been cleared.
The shovels, salt etc has been tidied.
The snow has mostly gone from my part of the world in the sunniest areas but it still lingers in the shade.
We have had a few days above 0 but soon, very soon we will be able to sit just inside the door facing the sun, catching up after a long hibernation. We will slug back beer, listen to tunes and bask in the returning sun until it chases us away once more with its intense heat.
Garage parties rock.
I am looking forward to the first one of the season,
|Saturday, February 28, 2015, 2:44:39 AM- As much as I love winter|
and you all know just how much it really is my season. I have hit the wall.
I am not looking forward to summer so much as I am just a change of season.
This vid sums it up quite nicely I think.
Bored of my winter wardrobe,
|Friday, February 27, 2015, 3:12:13 AM- arggggg|
damn me for my candor!
I had just typed out a huge rant about someone in my real life and can't enjoy the catharsis that hitting the "add this entry to my blog" button would bring because pretty much everyone I know knows I am here. They may have visited once and never visited again or they may visit often ...
I have often thought of starting an anonymous blog but then I wouldn't have the feed back from the pervs I love.
I have well an truly shot myself in the foot. Many wish they could share, be open and honest with everyone but that too comes with draw backs.
Discretion is a lesson I should have learned a long time ago but the exhibitionist in me said otherwise.
kicking my self HARD!
|Sunday, February 15, 2015, 9:26:50 PM- Random thoughts|
are always going through my head.
Today I was wondering what impact the internet has had on the travel industry.
So many of us on this site alone have traveled or have been traveled to, to meet "in real life". We have gone places we would never have previously considered but now sound like great ideas because someone we have connected with lives there. Those of us who have crossed borders have been asked "how did you meet?" and replied "online".
The multitudes who have done it here are not unique to the internet and with the millions of sites out there one would assume there are a substantial number of people traveling every year solely because of the internet.
I wonder how high or low those numbers really are.
I suppose there is no real way to find out but this inquiring mind wants to know.
|Saturday, February 07, 2015, 4:50:07 AM- The F badge|
Caused me to take a long walk down memory lane. It was a very long walk and for the most part pleasant but there were some bumps and blips along the way.
The biggest bumps are those that have left not only NN but this world entirely. I will never, ever forget them, They are truly the missing links in this cyber word I have inhabited for so long.
There are those who I first met who have been nothing but a huge ball of fun. Some are still here. Some have come and gone and have come back again. Some are just gone.
There are people here, a very, very few who have known me "forever" We may not keep in touch, daily, weekly or even monthly but when we do run into each other there is that history, a knowledge of "before" and we can talk like not a day has passed.
There is joy and there is sorrow and there is a fuck of a lot of real life tied up in that seemingly small F badge.
This place is cyclical and to those that have survived one or two of those cycles congrats, to those that have survived so many and are still smiling cheers!
Feeling a tad nostalgic,
|Wednesday, February 04, 2015, 1:14:09 AM- Speaking vs talking|
When I was a little kid I liked to think I was an adept liar not because I wanted to be but because I wished what I was saying was true. The more I spoke the more I was trying to convince myself as well as my "audience" what I was saying was true.
As I got older and smarter I came to realise saying it was so did not make it so and that was when I came to the conclusion that the truth which is always very simple required few words. Using few words is generally out of the ordinary because when people want something they could have but harbour some guilt about they use too many words.
Many years ago I wanted to get out of work early. Rather than coming up with some elaborate story when my boss asked why, I told him the truth. "Can I leave early? Why? Because there is a dress sale at X" He cracked right up said "only you" and told me to get the fuck out of there.
That is just one of many examples of how easy it can be to be honest.
I see co workers call in "sick" all the time and they give more details to the bosses than they would their own Doctors. I see people try to get what they want all the time in the same way. They figure if they say it enough and embellish it enough then it will be so.
How sad to have to waste all of that creativity on a lie when it could be put to much better uses.
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