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|Wednesday, August 20, 2014, 6:58:54 PM- Last weekend|
So last weekend, we were out of town. I left on Friday and The Wife joined me Saturday morning. I considered going to a bar and trying to pick someone up on Friday but was really too tired from the drive and setting up our booth so I went back to the hotel and crashed. Got up early Saturday morning and went to the show we were working where The Wife joined me a bit later. Had a good day at the show and took her out to a rather expensive dinner that was well worth it. I must admit that I figured since she had a pretty stressful week at work, if we had a really nice dinner, perhaps she would be in the mood for some loving. Well, not so much, we went back to the hotel and she was 'out like a light' while I read a book. We got up in the morning and she sort of indicated that we might make love, which we did, but it was quick because we had to be back at the show. I did not really enjoy it much (a) because she did not taste that good and (b) because we were obviously rushed and that is just no fun. When we were done, I laid back and said that we now needed to shower and get going and she was like, ' I figured you would say that '. Of course I said that, we had people to feed and she wanted to grab breakfast on the way so we needed to shower and get going SOON. I guess I should note that she DID bring her bullet vibe, so she had 'sort of' planned this, but she does always take that when we travel and nothing usually happens.
Thought I would get to fuck The Ex Monday or Tuesday but no such luck. still hoping since she said once The Kid was back in school, we would start up again.
|Saturday, August 02, 2014, 5:20:40 AM- Back home|
So The Ex picked me up from the airport when I got home but she had her kid with her so no activity, but when we got back to my place, she helped me to carry my luggage in and kid was left in the car so I got one good kiss from her and we discussed fucking soon since school is starting up again in a few weeks - she said yes, she is horny but just has not had time or freedom to act on it.
Later in the evening, we went out to dinner with friends and when we got home we watched some TV. After the news, we were headed to bed and I decided to join her which required cleaning her stuff off of my side. Obviously, I was hoping for some 'loving' she gets in bed and I go to snuggle up to her trying to make if clear that I want more. She complains that her eyes hurt and I ask if she needs eye drops she says no, she will just keep her eyes closed but go ahead. I say no, another time, but she keeps saying go ahead, so I go to eat her and do so for about 20+ minutes (no idea if I am hitting the right spots as minimal reaction) all the while, she is playing with my dick with her rabbit. Finally, I am about to cum, but would prefer to deposit it in her pussy, so move to fuck her, but have trouble getting it in because she is so tight and appears to be in pain (no this is not what her orgasm looks like) Finally give up and did not cum and she immediately rolls over and goes to sleep.
I feel disgusted with myself and her at the same time so I got out of her bed and went up to my room.
Question for the ladies - If your man could not climax, would you roll over and go to sleep or try to make him feel better and perhaps go 'the extra mile' to help him achieve climax and feel 'manly'
|Friday, August 01, 2014, 2:24:34 AM- 30 day challenge|
So I saw this 30 day No Masturbation / No Booze challenge on FB yesterday and I am debating trying it as I seem to be spending a bit too much time masturbating right now (probably at least in part due to stress and absolutely NO sex). Only problem is I really do not drink much so I think I would make it no Masturbation and no sugary sweets (the sugary sweets will be really difficult for me since part of what I do for a living is baking). I would be curious on thoughts from others on here.
|Monday, July 28, 2014, 1:11:28 AM- What a week this has been|
Had a remembrance ceremony for my dad on Wednesday where over 250 friends came to say goodbye - that was overwhelming - and about 100 of them came back to the house for further friendship and fellowship. Went back to the 'weekend house' where my dad died on Friday evening and just sent The Wife and the oldest daughter home this evening. I am staying with my mom for the remainder of the week to assist her with whatever she needs help with. You know these things will happen in life, but you just hope they will happen later in life.
Remember to always hug the ones you love and don't get hung up on the small details unless they are SUPER important. Luckily my dad and I were in a good place at this time and had not argued for quite a while. Just regret that I did not call him Friday evening as I usually did.
|Tuesday, July 22, 2014, 2:34:48 AM- bad weekend|
Saturday afternoon, I received a call from my mom telling me that my dad had gone missing while out on a boat and that I needed to fly home immediately. I booked a flight and was at their place by 3 Am the next day. During my trip, they did find the boat and by 6:30 Am they found his body. The official cause of death is drowning, but knowing how strong of a person my dad is, we are fairly convinced that there was some kind of 'cardiac event'
|Friday, July 18, 2014, 9:57:32 AM- Last Night|
We went out to dinner and The Wife had a margarita as she usually does if we are out with friends (I stayed sober as I was driving). As she was getting up from the table, I was, apparently, standing too close and she slapped my ass so when she got up I slapped hers as well. This got me to thinking that perhaps I could fuck her. Problem is that I am now working for UBER (like Lyft, a car service) and I wanted to drive for a bit and try to make some money. The drive home I was debating what I would do and the opportunity to earn money won out over the slim chance that I might fuck The Wife. That is really a pretty sad statement on my sex life when I would rather drive strangers around than even try to fuck The Wife.
|Monday, July 07, 2014, 3:52:10 PM- last night|
So yesterday we went over to The Daughters house and I assisted her hubby with floor installation for a bit then we came home and I went out to work for about 90 minutes (I am now trying out driving for Uber). When I got home we were sitting on the sofa and I looked over at The Wife and noticed that she had a spot on her neck. Now she burned her tits with a curling iron a few days ago so I thought perhaps it was from that so I asked and she seemed oblivious to it. I pointed out that it looked sort of like a hickey and she went to look in a mirror and came back with the answer that she has no idea what it is. Now it would surprise me greatly if she was cheating especially if she allowed a hickey to occur, but I guess anything is possible. It would explain the lack of wanting sex with me and the ignoring my advances.
I am thinking about writing her a letter and just giving it to her to read and see what the reaction is. I guess if I do you, my followers will know soon enough.
|Sunday, July 06, 2014, 1:38:14 PM- It is not like we do not talk|
Over the past years The Wife and I have spoken more than a few times about the lack of sex. 3 or 4 years ago we discussed getting a new sofa with recliners built into it instead of the separate sofa and loveseat that we had - she indicated that this would mean more closeness and sex (did not happen) last year we went to a tattoo expo and she got titty tattoos and said that that would increase our sex as I would get to play with them - you guessed it - that did not happen. There have been other things where she indicated that 'if this happens there will be more sex' but 'this' happens and the sex never occurs.
just my morning frustrated rant.
|Sunday, July 06, 2014, 4:17:29 AM- Long Day and Dinner|
Well, I worked from 4:30 AM today till 8:30 PM with a short break and was tired. On the way home at 8:30, I called The Wife and offered to take her out to dinner. Although she did not seem too enthused, she did say yes and I thought, 'ok, take her to dinner = get her in a good mood = maybe have sex' When we got home and were changing into our relaxed clothes, I tried to kiss her and she found a way (x2) to avoid kissing so it was quite obvious that we would not be having sex tonight. Oh, well, I will keep trying on occasion or perhaps I will finally end up with a FB other than The Ex who I have pretty much lost touch with these days.
|Tuesday, July 01, 2014, 11:10:28 PM- Last night|
Did not sleep well at all, was up 3 or 4 times and never really got back to sleep (oddly enough, I found out my dad had the same issue). I blame part of this on sleeping alone and no sex / lack of companionship, part on anxiety. Overall, just yuk!
Tried a few times this weekend to get things started with The Wife but she either shot me down or just plain ignored my suggestions.
Now just got a call from The Wife and she had a shit day at work, so I will have to hear about that when she gets home - ok so that is part of my job as a caring spouse.
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