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Sunday, January 28, 2018, 3:29:21 PM- 50

This is the year I will be 50. My God when I read all this - was this really me?

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Most Recent Comment:	"Alpina, it's so good "reading" from you, it means you are well, and are YOU, the same delicious person who shared so many marvelous stories, and made me - and surely many others - dreaming." - bluecat33

Monday, July 4, 2016, 8:39:11 AM- It's My Life

For those who still remember:
I still live in my lovely house in the Austrian mountains with its lovely garden and glorious view to a chain of snowy peaks. I have become 48 in May and my daughter Alpinita is 8 and goes to school. Phillip is God knows where and with whom half my age. I still work half time in the high school not too far away teaching drama and some English. Of my old friends some still live in my area, Aldo, Traudl or Tanya I sometimes meet when shopping. Helene has followed a new job. Maria sends Christmas Cards from Spain. Elsie phones me now and then. Joerg has died from sudden cancer. I have never been in the club again. What is a great help: I have a young woman from Norway called Ragnhild who is au pair in my house and here when Alpinita comes from school snd I am out. We speak English, which I enjoy, but she tries hard to learn German.

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Most Recent Comment:	"I remember you! :-) Many kisses to you..." - Monstertruck

Sunday, July 3, 2016, 11:08:08 AM- A View to my Past

The link to this site is still on my desktop. So I looked it up last night and I started to read my old blog, and I got stuck to reading it until past three in the morning. When I went to bed, the day had started to dawn. I was always very open and direct when I took my time writing here. While reading my feelings became so strong again - something touched me deep down, it was like finding myself in an intimate time capsule. Was this really me? I thought. And my memories tell me: Yes, it was.

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Most Recent Comment:	"I believe your feelings were "you" as I felt something similar when I say you again here. Perhaps it's just for today, but I'm happy you are well, and are YOU." - bluecat33

Sunday, August 10, 2014, 8:43:44 PM- Dreams

"What is it that keeps your sleep from being restful?" you asked me yesterday. I seem to be typical and I have heard this from many teacher colleagues: we seem to be so much involved in our jobs that we much too often dream of teaching and school. I stand before my students and I have forgotten what subject I am supposed to teach. I am asked questions in a language I am not able to understand. I come to the parents' evening completely naked.

Soon the school year will begin. I am going to teach drama and English. Fully clothed, hopefully...

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Most Recent Comment:	"Oh sister, I am glad to find you well" - depotguy

Friday, August 8, 2014, 12:29:00 PM- Fickle Summer

Instable weather for weeks - it makes my garden green and the flowers beautiful, but there hasn't been a full day without any rain since the beginning of July. It's not too cold for swimming, though, so I use my pool daily - best before midnight to cool down before sleep. And then I dream excessively - so it's best to have a swim again in the early morning to wash away what torments me during the night.

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Most Recent Comment:	"I miss a garden and the pool. You lucky dog!" - tight_wet_lips

Thursday, July 31, 2014, 8:12:03 PM- Just Popping in

Thanks to all the lovely people who still remember me and send me messages - after all these years, how sweet. And to those who even read again and again what I took down here in my wilder years and still show one or the other physical reaction to my words ....
Kisses to all of you - and if you feel like it: Touch yourself for me...

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Most Recent Comment:	"Where did you do that, whokens?" - Alpina

Monday, September 23, 2013, 10:07:25 PM- My Old Self

I would never have believed how being back in my old job brings about my old self. Those who have been reading some of my blog from yesteryear possibly know what I mean: I am back in my old business suit (to be honest: a new one as the old one has just become a little too tight). But still: the read lipstick is back on my smile and I enjoy still drawing some excited looks from students and even colleagues. Not too bad for a 45-year-old mother and it makes me feel ever so good - oh yes, soooooooooo good, it you know what I mean ....

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Most Recent Comment:	"I still think of you with fondness. I wish you all the best. FYI, I think 45 is a very sexy age. It would be wonderful if you could share your sparkle and brilliance with us from time to time. I also hope you are enjoying the pleasure of the flesh available to us in this garden of earthly delights! Je t'embrasse (et beaucoup plus!) " - willfuckU

Sunday, June 30, 2013, 7:32:32 AM- Work

They want to do a drama production at my old school again and asked me if I felt like doing some directoring in the next term: a few regular lessons with good pay. I agreed of course - teaching drama is what I like best and probably do best (besides sex, as my far-away husband often said).

Ok, here I come - beware of the new stage director - she is quite a woman ...

(Or: she certainly was at a time ...)

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Most Recent Comment:	"I've always thought it better to direct drama than have to live it. I was glad I stopped by to catch up on your world." - depotguy

Monday, June 24, 2013, 12:17:07 PM- You can't Repeat the Past

"You Can't Repeat the Past", says Nick in "The Great Gatsby" - you maybe remember the scene on the big lawn when Jay Gatsby passionately replies, "Of course you can." I have to think of that when I read parts of my blog again. Do I want to repeat the past? I have become a middle-aged almost invisible woman for God's sake - I can enter a room without people noticing me - or at least many of them. Do I want them to turn their heads for me again? There are more questions than answers when I walk through my paradidse all in the nude and look towards the white range of mountains and beyond.

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Most Recent Comment:	"Of course you can repeat the past. We see it everyday. Good or bad, it is done" - tight_wet_lips

Sunday, June 23, 2013, 8:56:26 PM- The Sun

The sun has done a good job - the water in my pool has warmed up considerably in the last few sunny days, and I spend a lot of time in and around it. Alpinita swims like a young dog, and I am glad because the pool is no great danger to her any longer.

We reconquer the old house together step by step - take out things I had put into cupboards, choose clothes I can still wear, put objects and furniture to where I think they belong. The shrubs and bushes in my garden need a good trim, trees will have to be cut in autumn, all looks a little wild, with its high grass and the flowers everywhere. But I love it - noone can see me in here and I may look like Eve in Paradise when I walk around to take in the familiar, but almost forgotten sights.

I have begun to swim again early in the morning and in the evening when Alpinita sleeps and the moon has come up. I have just come in now - my hair still dripping and with some gooseflesh as it is a little chilly. But I don't plan to put on anything for bed - old customs do not die easily.

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Most Recent Comment:	"I close my eyes and I see you, in your full, timeless beauty" - bluecat33