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| Thursday, October 15, 2009, 9:24:49 PM- Yes and No | Yes, we are going to move to Zürich, Switzerland, at the beginning of next year, I don't know for how long, but at least for a year. And no, I am not pregnant yet. All about it some other time.
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| Thursday, October 01, 2009, 2:02:38 PM- It's not | It's not that I have forgotten you all - I just have other priorities at the moment. As for example getting pregnant again, but I admit there are worse things than that. So have a wonderful time and enjoy all there is to enjoy, and isn't there so much?
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| Thursday, July 30, 2009, 8:12:45 AM- I am still around | As promised, although a little late, here is my blog. What brought me here today is a picture I was shown on yahoo the other day. A close online friend had written his request to have me back here on his cock - in nice big letters, and there is enough length there for more than only a few. What a touching gesture - yes, such things can still touch me in various ways - more than I thought.
Lots of things have happened since I wrote here last, my daughter is seven months old and beginning to become mobile. She keeps me busy all day and so I decided not to start teaching again in the new school year. We just had some holidays in Austria, visiting family and friends. Phillip didn't have much time, though, so I was often travelling with Angelika, Phillip's daughter from a previous marriage, who lives nearby and is Alpinita's godmother.
Two things which might influence my future: Phillip is offered a good job for the Press House in Zürich, Switzerland, which would take him there for about a year. Although it's in another country, it's less than 100 miles from here. Still he suggests trying to find a house and moving there for a time. And he has started to express his desire for a son, saying that Alpinita should not grow up as an only child. Although he does not dare say that this is not good for a child's character, as some people do, because I myself am an only child - and look at me ...
| Viewers Comments (4): |  Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "Glad to hear from you :) I know that sweet baby is keeping you very busy! xxx"
- sexcrazedcouple |
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| Monday, May 11, 2009, 6:46:37 AM- Helene | For those of you who have asked: Helene still lives with us, although our relationship is not as close as it used to be at times. She is in her thirties and used to live in the house next door. When their marriage failed she stayed in the house a little longer, but when she had to leave we offered her a room in our house, which is big enough. She has a son named Oliver who lives with her mother and goes to school there, but he is with Helene during the holidays and often at the weekends. Helene works as a part-time waitress in the bar of a hotel, but she is not particularly happy with what she does. So she is always looking for something better, which means that she might leave us sooner or later. But she did a good job while I was incapacitated around Alpinita's birth: cooking, cleaning and keeping me company when I was glad to have somebody and Phillip was at work. If she stays, we are quite glad as we feel she meanwhile belongs to us.
If you read all my 95 pages, which is certainly too much to ask, you would know the whole saga. Maybe one day a nice reader with a lot of time on his hands does a table of contents for me, so I could refer to some dates and tell you where to have a look. By the way, I have begun to copy all this here into a word file (including comments and PMs). It will finally almost have the size of a book.
| Viewers Comments (1): | Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "It's been awhile. I hope the summer is sweet with your daughter around. It's good here!"
- ¡Snork! |
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| Sunday, May 10, 2009, 3:16:04 PM- Pool Pleasures | Although we could only heat the water in my pool to 16C° today, I will have my first swim of the season in about an hour. Then our friend and boarder Helene will be back from work and she will look after Alpinita while I am in the water. I could just leave her in her pram, but maybe she wants to watch me. And then she feels like swimming soon, too. There are infant swimming courses here around, but I think there is no hurry. And we can cover our pool when it's not in use, so there won't be any danger when she starts walking. All the same, I am looking forward to the day when we can swim together: like a dolphin mother and her young one.
| Viewers Comments (1): | Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "Wishing you the happiest moments, Alpina. Thinking of you, and all your dear ones, as always."
- bluecat33 |
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| Friday, May 08, 2009, 1:56:24 PM- Spring | I have not been here much lately because I don't know if this is the right environment for a mother with child. When I look at the pictures in here, they are so different from what I see on my daily walks with Alpinita in her pram through fields and forests. I am enjoying spring, like never before. I can't remenber when I last had so much time as I have now without teaching. I walk to the local shops, meet some friends now and then, cook breakfast and dinner - in a very leisurely, housewifey way. I must admit that on the other hand I miss teaching - I will see if I can do something about this in the next school year. This morning I began to clean my pool, and we'll fill it with fresh water over the weekend. So soon my summer pleasure will be ready again, although the winter has only just left. Two weeks ago I was snowing as low down as 1000 meters which means that the hills around us had white caps on again and I had a constant fire in my oven. So when you are in a place which also has spring now, enjoy all the early flowers and trees in bloom and a big helping of adequate spring feelings.
| Viewers Comments (1): | Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "I can't imagine why this place would be "wrong" for a mother with child, you're still the same person as before, just do what you feel like doing :-)"
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| Saturday, March 07, 2009, 10:23:10 AM- Waking up with a dream | Some of you may remember that I am very much interested in dreams and what they mean, and at one time, I even started to interpret NN-members' dreams in the forum (you can still find it with the search function). It didn't last long, though, because most people's minds here as directed at quite some other dreams - daydreams, not nightdreams - not more realistic ones, though.
This night, I went for a walk with Corinna, a girl from my last group of students I prepared for the finals and I was also responsible for her last big paper on English literature. She is a very shy, tall blonde who can hardly look into your eyes when you speak to her, but now she was radiant and all smiles, with her hair flying. How white her teeth were. We were walking hand in hand along a river and had taken off our shoes. How soft the grass was, how warm her hand. Finally we sat down on a bench close to the water, and she lay down and nestled her head into my lap. I held her tenderly, she said nothing but just looked at me with her big, greenish eyes. With my left hand I started to stroke her body and it was a pleasant shock that under her loose summer dress she was totally naked. Soon my hand rested between her legs and instantly my fingers were all wet. And that's when I woke up, next to Phillip, and I looked at my hand and it was as dry as usual after a good night's sleep when waking up on a sunny morning.
Indeed some food for thought for the interpreter's mind.
| Viewers Comments (5): | Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "call it another way of teaching :)"
- Gio (who else?) |
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| Thursday, March 05, 2009, 12:55:23 PM- A Brand New Year | "But it is a brand new year and there will be opportunities to indulge in those things you love so much", ends a PM which I was sent yesterday - you are so right, spring is coming soon and all the spring feelings, although there was a little snowfall this morning, and there is a particularly precious commodity at my hand - time for myself and our little family, so different from all the pressure I felt while teaching.
On the other hand, my sexual escapades were very often some kind of answer to professional stress - being a teacher and all which is expected from you in this position, from being a role model to the children in all possible areas of behaviour to the keen interest one has to show to all that students, colleagues and parents do. So sometimes one cannot help wanting to get out of one's professional clothes and being one's naked self as soon as possible, or turning into a slut with no brains and all pussy.
My life is much more moderate and relaxed now. So why should I not try to bring the two antipodes together and use my brains and my pussy simultaneously? I hope so much that "there will be opportunities" - as I was told ...
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| Wednesday, March 04, 2009, 8:49:19 AM- What I didn't do | Things I didn't do this winter:
- skiing, and I missed it so much
- going for long walks through a wintery forest
- going swimming in the munipicial indoor swimming pool
- Jacuzzi at Elsie's and running around in the snowy garden when it is 10° below freezing
- regular visits from my darker Sister Hyde side
- having explicit sexual fantasies of five guys cumming over me at the same time
- masturbating regularly in the early morning in bed
- thinking of Maria, the only woman I could have spent a life with
| Viewers Comments (3): | Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "yes, you did as many new things as you didn't"
- Gio (who else?) |
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| Monday, March 02, 2009, 4:17:23 PM- Elsie and Joerg | You would not believe, Gio, but I have bought an Italian course for the computer and installed in on my laptop. Unfortunately I have not switched it on very ofen since I stopped teaching and so I never got over the first lesson. Ciao, Pino, come stai? Buon giorno, Signore Rossi, come va? Molto bene, grazie.
What else am I trying to learn? To be more patient. To be a good mother who can read from her baby's eyes all that has to be done. To sing children's songs to be used as lullabies. To do my tax declaration myself. Not to be hurt to easily. In most things I have not come further than lesson one. But there is time.
I was asked about Joerg and Elsie, my best friends, whose baby died in Novemeber, a month before ours was born. They are still trying to get over their loss. Unfortunatly I cannot help them much in their misery because they have decided to have a rest from each other and lay their marriage on ice for some time. Elsie has moved to her sister in Klagenfurt and Joerg seems to bury himself in work. I have seen him now and then by chance and I have phoned with Elsie a few times, but I don't seem to be the right person for them at the moment to help them get over their grief. So there is no more Jacuzzi Thursday, which used to be such a wonderful, very sensual ritual.
| Viewers Comments (1): | Add / View Comments | Most Recent Comment: | "I think we spend our whole lives lamenting that we cannot read what is in our childrens eyes. This,of course never stops us from rying."
- depotguy |
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